Friday, May 22, 2009

What's up

So...there is a whole lot of nothing going on around here...and it is the kind of nothing that is very stressfull. On my way home from work the other day I was stuck in traffic. I was chuck. Sitting at a complete standstill. I thought about changing lanes...because the other lane was moving a little bit...but there was no real opportunity for me to get over. The one bright point, was that the radio station i was listening to was playing some killer bad hair metal from the 80's. So I was singing along at the top of my voice...and because of the music...was not minding the traffic as much as I might have.

i had a revelation. My life is totally in a traffic jam beyond my control. I am stuck waiting for Kyrgyzstan to reopen, I am stuck waiting to find a job for next July. there is just a whole lot of waiting for things to open up in front of me. I am in a life traffic jam. I can't really do anything to move the obstacles out of my way, all I can do is sing bad 80's hair metal songs as loud as possible.

There is nothing worse for me than being in the position where I have to wait...and then add to it the fact that I don't have any idea what I am waiting for. At least if I could get a job I would know where we would be next July and I could start making plans...I am good with planning. Keith is good with planning too and dare I say the uncertainty is driving him a little bit crazy too! Of course, with Kyrgyzstan I don't even know how long we may be waiting.

So in summary, uncertainty sucks...waiting metal from the 80's rules!


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